haha I love Willy Wonka

There's no earthly way of knowing
Which direction we are going
There's no knowing where we're rowing
Or which way the river's flowing
Is it raining?
Is it snowing?
Is a hurricane a-blowing?

Not a speck of light is showing
So the danger must be growing
Are the fires of hell a-glowing?
Is the grisly reaper mowing?
Yes! The danger must be growing

For the rowers keep on rowing
And they're certainly not showing
Any signs that they are slowing!

i dont know why i needed that so much. but thank god it did

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT! I fucking hate giving the best of myself to someone, only to be on egde, only to wait to hear what they have to say, they never do. they never fucking say.. they either never have the fucking manners to scream the living shit at me to stop, or they are confused about what they want in life.

YES for gods sake i'm stubborn, i don't know how to let go, thanks dad, another lesson learned. fucking piece of shit, piece of shit life, fence after fence of playing a balancing act with romance.

The thing is i'd rather be on one side or the other,but with other peoples emotions always fucking switching back and forth, fucking teasing me making me hopeful enough to climb back up and try again, god damn optimism, i'm fucking cynical enough why not be fucking pessimistic too? it would go with the whole image i'm trying to present right?

I'm fucking tired, too tired.. i want to be free.. fucking let me be free..

Hey guys! Today I get to go and watch Zoe get her first Tattoo
GAH I'M EXCITED

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